Out of Sorts

While I had been doing pretty well with posting regularly this year, I didn’t post a thing last week and I’m not in the right frame of mind for it today either.  I am not great with routine. I am much more of a free spirit and tend to allow myself to go wherever the […]

Awaken to Joy

It has been a difficult week for me.  I’ve noticed the blues starting to creep in on me and one of my kids is going through a really upsetting time as well.  I’m doing my best not to let depression overcome me, in the way it often does at this time of the year.  I […]

Snow Can Be a Real Heavy!

It has been a couple of months since our dog Roxy died.  It has been harder to say goodbye than any of us thought it would be.  However, it has been hardest on our 12 year old son, Kai.  He seemed to be doing ok, but last night I entered his room after he had […]

Pain in the ….BACK!

Since the turn of the New Year I have been very focused on organization in all areas of my life and home.  However, my main goals at this time is to develop my own personal Planner through discovering through usage, what my needs are from an agenda/day-timer system.   I am starting by simply documenting the […]

2014? – I’m Not Quite There Yet.

It’s near the end of the day on January 2nd, but so far I have refused to enter into the new year.  I know the calendar says it is so but I’m just not there yet.  All of this business of holiday happenings has been very busy and chaotic and now is the time for […]

Saying Goodbye to A Dear Friend

  I always wanted a dog when I was a child but my parents refused.  They didn’t want the mess (dog hair, accidents etc)  or the responsibility.   Truth is that my dad would probably have loved a pet but my mother slammed the hammer down on this one.  My mom never had a pet of […]

Gone Within

It is inevitable.  No matter how hard I try to be consistent with my outward expression there always comes a time for me where I find myself turning inward.  I am aware of the world around me and if engaged I will respond but for the most part I am quiet and withdrawn.  I am […]

Cycles

After ten years of designing I simply do not have the physical capacity to stick to it putting out new product week after week.  I end up with an arm that won’t work properly as well as shoulder and neck problems.  So even if my spirit is willing, I always have to remember to respect […]

One Day at a Time

I am kind of foggy headed and bogged down the past few days. Feeling a definitely shift of mood. Last week I was obsessively working on a paper and paint creative project and at for most of my waking hours for days. I have not felt like doing another piece since then, probably because I […]